PTSD
If you missed it: my father, Dan Hogan is not a doctor
Despite not being a medical doctor, my dad, Dan Hogan, believes he knows more than all doctors who have treated me.
I do not want revenge, see “The Railway Man”
“The Railway Man” is an excellent movie about PTSD. Unlike the movie, I do not want revenge: I want improve the world with positive changes.
Short, open letter to my dad, Dan Hogan
An open letter to my dad, Dan Hogan, asking him to reflect on the mistakes he made when he ignored my words in 2010 and 2011 because he is making the same mistakes again.
Am I still fighting the ARDC?
Cosmin asks, “Am I still fighting the ARDC?” I explain the status of the case and some possibilities for the future.
If my arm were broken, you would help me carry things
My medical conditions–depression, generalized anxiety disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and panic disorder–prevent me from accomplishing some tasks that I would easily be able to accomplish if I were healthy. Among the many things that I have not been able to accomplish, if I had help accomplishing one of them, I would immediately start earning more money. My life will not improve with help from other people.
A small dose of alprazolam and I am much better
Because of the war on drugs and because we under serve the health care needs of poor people, I have been unable to get the medicine I need. After I was able to get one more medicine I need, the positive effects on my life were immediate and dramatic.
Some progress
Two months ago, my laptop stopped working. I was finally able to get the motherboard replaced, and the computer will turn on now but the video is not working. I am still troubleshooting the video problem but my intuition tells me that I will need to replace some other part of the laptop to get … Read more
Priority: mental health
I am not sure why I need to explain this, but apparently it is necessary: for many months, my primary goal has been to heal. I need safety, security, and stability to heal, and that includes food and shelter. I have had to spend a lot of time trying to make sure I had food … Read more
I had a title, but I forgot what it was
Even if I could describe my current state and how it has changed in the last 18 hours, you would not believe me or you would not be able to understand me. I only slept about 30 minutes last night. I think it is 1 pm here (the clock on the computer is always wrong … Read more