The agony of hunger is an improvement
The pain of my health problems is overwhelming: worse than the agony of starvation.
PTSD
Hunger strike: outlook poor. Hour 51: Death at hour 264-336
I’m well on my way to death. I’ve received some money, but it’s not close to what I need to survive.
Wedding, dog, and certainty
I’m certain you won’t understand. But I’m sure you will keep me in your #thoughts and #prayers.
Imminent expenses
I will run out of seven different medicines in the next 3-12 days. The cost of renewing my passport is far beyond my reach.
Injuries invisible
I accept that my injuries and illnesses are unknowable to others. I shall change my ideal of honesty and openness.
Something will change today, but what?
It’s a big day: lodging expires, I don’t have enough money to pay the person who was helping me save money (irony!), one to three packages are at the post office, and I don’t know what will happen.