Too much reality leads to despair
The accidental climb down Petra Experiments have shown that people with depression tend to have a hyper-accurate perception of the world and other experiments have shown that people with a more realistic view of the world have higher rates of depression. Despite the general belief that a realistic view of the world is a good … Read more
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See this page, “Building a new life”. Help me for the same cost asSoda, 2 liters: $2 a weekCheap lunch: $6 a weekMovie ticket: $11 a weekDinner for two: $40 a week0.1% of Top 1%: $188 a week Help me for the same cost asCappuccino: €3 a weekCheap lunch: €7 a weekMovie tickets, two: €20 … Read more
Never Mind the Bollocks, Here’s the Home Video
Hunter, never mind that you didn’t reply to my email or that you are homeless or that you need medicine, here is a home video that you didn’t ask for.
Take these pills, call me in two weeks
When doctors give patients a medication for depression or anxiety, they tell them to wait two weeks before deciding the medication does not work. I have never understood that advice because I have always responded, or not responded, to medication within two days. Two days ago, I started two new medications because it was impossible … Read more
Do you want to see old home movies instead of getting medical treatment?
My computer was broken and I could not afford medicine, and my dad wanted to know if I wanted to see the home movies he paid money to have converted.
Some progress
Two months ago, my laptop stopped working. I was finally able to get the motherboard replaced, and the computer will turn on now but the video is not working. I am still troubleshooting the video problem but my intuition tells me that I will need to replace some other part of the laptop to get … Read more
Indisputable evidence that I needed coffee
More adventures when I try to make coffee before my brain is awake enough to make coffee.
Priority: mental health
I am not sure why I need to explain this, but apparently it is necessary: for many months, my primary goal has been to heal. I need safety, security, and stability to heal, and that includes food and shelter. I have had to spend a lot of time trying to make sure I had food … Read more