Survival status: bleak
Very little money, almost no medicine, physical and emotional pain, and too many barriers.
Venlafaxine
Survival status: three weeks left–or less
The last few days have reaffirmed that–emotionally–I cannot survive like this anymore.
Survival status: roadblocks
“Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.”
Survival status: I can have shelter or medicine or food, but only one
I am nearly out of money, and unless something changes, I will run out of medicine and be sleeping on the streets in a few days.
Survival status: not enough money for food and medicine
I do not have enough money for medicine and food and my mental health is getting worse.
Survival status
In a video, I showed all of my possessions. I accidentally left out the netbook I am currently using. I forgot about it because I had loaned for a week to it to another guest at the hostel who had his smart phone stolen and couldn’t connect to the internet. Even though the last time … Read more
The anxiety subsides, the depression rises
Now that I am better able to handle my anxiety, my depression symptoms are my major obstacle. I need medicine to help me, but my options are few and the medicine is expensive.
Progress and obstacles
Things are better than a few weeks ago and a few months ago. The major reason things are better is that I have more help.
savior
I used what little strength I had to get to the hospital today. They gave me 3 days of Effexor and nothing else. I took the first Effexor. Here’s the issue: I took that Effexor on total blind faith that somehow things will get dramatically better very quickly. If I take these pills, if I … Read more