Survival status: roadblocks
“Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.”
Serotonin withdrawal syndrome
Survival status: I can have shelter or medicine or food, but only one
I am nearly out of money, and unless something changes, I will run out of medicine and be sleeping on the streets in a few days.
The anxiety subsides, the depression rises
Now that I am better able to handle my anxiety, my depression symptoms are my major obstacle. I need medicine to help me, but my options are few and the medicine is expensive.
savior
I used what little strength I had to get to the hospital today. They gave me 3 days of Effexor and nothing else. I took the first Effexor. Here’s the issue: I took that Effexor on total blind faith that somehow things will get dramatically better very quickly. If I take these pills, if I … Read more
A better explanation of my current status?
A chat with a friend This is from a chat with a friend on Saturday 10 May 2014. Edited for anonymity, and the edits are not usually marked. Some sections added to make it easier to skim. Where am I? Friend: hey hunter, anyone home? @ 1:23 PM Hunter Hogan: home. such an innocent word … Read more
I slept for four straight days
For the past four days, I slept 20 to 22 hours each day; I only left my room once. My symptoms have never included radically over sleeping: I am changing, but I don’t know the cause(s) or the direction of my change. I do know what caused me to be able to leave my room … Read more