Hopelessness
Delayed by severe anxiety attack, but outlook still positive
A severe panic attack cost me many hours, but with help from my friends, I will be successful.
Modafinil: a specific request for help with this medicine
Modafinil is probably the most useful medicine for me but it is too expensive for me to buy.
“To be, or not to be”: he speaks of three paths, not two
The less obvious dilemma that Hamlet ponders is that death is an undiscovered Country: he might be freed of his current problems but run into the arms of a greater beast.
I woke up: not that I am happy about it
Emails I sent briefly explaining that I cannot take any more.
UK Border Agency caused panic disorder so severe that I was willing to do anything to end my incarceration
The UK Border Agency caused me to have panic disorder that was so severe that I did not care about my asylum application or anything other than getting out of detention and stopping the panic attacks.
I am an “arrogant, egotistical, self-centered, pathetic asshole”
An email from a stranger, expressing common feelings about my situation.
ARDC introduction
This page is an early attempt by me to describe my dealings with the ARDC. It covers less than two years of the ordeal and only highlights some of the illegal actions of Wendy Muchman and others at the ARDC.
Shopping and struggling
My depression was especially severe today but I found strength from an unusual source and I accomplished some goals.
Too much reality leads to despair
The accidental climb down Petra Experiments have shown that people with depression tend to have a hyper-accurate perception of the world and other experiments have shown that people with a more realistic view of the world have higher rates of depression. Despite the general belief that a realistic view of the world is a good … Read more