Delayed by severe anxiety attack, but outlook still positive
A severe panic attack cost me many hours, but with help from my friends, I will be successful.
Coping
Good events, disordered feelings
I hope that even if you have not experienced something like the above events that you have a better understanding of why depression is a medical disorder and not merely a bad attitude.
Hundreds of my ideas shared; trying to write about a major issue
Over the past month, I have shared hundreds of my ideas ranging from physics to climate change to computing to business to law to labor to domestic violence to social reform to photography. The ideas I shared were only the ideas that I already had written in a format that was easy to convert to … Read more
Gaming as coping; my compulsion to fairness
I played Tyrant, an online game, to try to cope with my life. But it is a social game, all societies have inequities, and I am compelled to fix inequities. A moth drawn to the flame and then consumed by it. When I played, I often wrote about problems in the game’s subculture. Some people … Read more
Serotonin withdrawal syndrome update, and meditation as coping
For completeness, not because I think it affects anyone other than myself, an update on my serotonin withdrawal syndrome. The vertigo changes in intensity: sometimes it is mild enough that I ignore it, other times it so severe that I have trouble walking. I have acclimated to the ringing in my ears. It is part … Read more
I am dumbfounded: why are you not begging to invest in me?
I have proved that I can make the world a better place and that I want to make the world a better place. It is foolish for you to not invest in me so that I can help improve your life.
Even in online games, I am compelled to act
In 2010, as a coping mechanism, I played an online game, Caesary. Players can join leagues, and most do because there are advantages within the game when in a league. Leagues have different roles with different league powers, such as kicking a player out of the league. I was in a unique league that instead … Read more
SWS: the adventure continues
The serotonin withdrawal syndrome symptoms are preventing me from sleeping.