Journal entry: In search of certainty

Hunter Hogan in Paris at the Musee Rodin

Monday, January 05, 2009 1:53 AM Try to make a website/journal/document collection with all of my knowledge. Arrange it so I can find the connections and missing pieces. This is about my search for certainty. I need certainty and it is driving me to attempt to understand “reality” as well as I possibly can. A

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How much is too much?

Hunter Hogan

I am unsure how much more I can handle. I lost all hope, the emotion, years ago. Since then, I have been relying on other emotions, such as my desire to be pro-social, and relying on my rational mind to try to get me through this period. I rarely take pictures anymore because the ARDC

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A better explanation of my current status?

Fight the power. Hunter Hogan at

A chat with a friend This is from a chat with a friend on Saturday 10 May 2014. Edited for anonymity, and the edits are not usually marked. Some sections added to make it easier to skim. Where am I? Friend: hey hunter, anyone home? @ 1:23 PM Hunter Hogan: home. such an innocent word

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My total loss of hope

Tibetan child

One of my first attempts to explain why I lost all of my hope by March 2012–not most of my hope: all of my hope.

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