For Christmas, I want health, not weekly welfare
The hunger strike, cultivating psilocybin, and my path to health.
Anxiety
Hunger strike: a second false hope; cancelled automatic payments
At the same time as my mother’s false hope, a friend gave me more false hope.
Hunger strike: the pain of false hope from my mother
My mother admitted I needed help, said she would help me, then her actions said I was not worth one dollar.
Hunger strike: maybe I should use crime
Background I have biological health problems that cause depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. I have had these problems for many years. I cannot survive on $3 per day. I cannot heal without shelter, food, and medicine. I am on a hunger strike: no food and no water. Unless you help me to survive, I will … Read more
Hunger strike: smelling the juice helps me. Hour 66 of 264
Smell, showers, my tent, and a dangerous fire help me cope.
Hunger strike: you can make money
If you help me with six months of expenses, I will heal, then I will repay you with interest.
What is your ransom value? Are you sure?
I believed I had a great safety net, but my family has proved in the last eight years that they would rather see me dead than help me.
The agony of hunger is an improvement
The pain of my health problems is overwhelming: worse than the agony of starvation.
Hunger strike: outlook poor. Hour 51: Death at hour 264-336
I’m well on my way to death. I’ve received some money, but it’s not close to what I need to survive.