Never Mind the Bollocks, Here’s the Home Video
Hunter, never mind that you didn’t reply to my email or that you are homeless or that you need medicine, here is a home video that you didn’t ask for.
Abuse
Do you want to see old home movies instead of getting medical treatment?
My computer was broken and I could not afford medicine, and my dad wanted to know if I wanted to see the home movies he paid money to have converted.
A definition of Complex PTSD
I stumbled across a document titled “The ISTSS Expert Consensus Treatment Guidelines For Complex PTSD In Adults“. I have not finished reading it because, ironically, it causes my symptoms to surface. Right now, I am nauseated, my stomach and throat are burning from stomach acid, and I have vertigo. Before discussing their treatment, they first … Read more
Justine has been on the warpath for weeks
Even though I now see that Justine is planning to attack me, I opened some other documents and discovered that she started attacking me weeks ago, but I did not know it. She blocked me on Facebook with the two accounts I know about, for example. She has at least two accounts, but most people … Read more
Am I a monster or a man? Because I am male, it is predetermined that I cannot be a victim.
The night I left Justine, I made describe some of the events and I made many predictions about how people would react. Unfortunately, all of my predictions came true.
My family relationships
An attempted to summarize my relationships with my mother, brother, and father in 2012, as understood by me in 2012.
My brother
Messages My new job, life in Mt. Carroll, and a visit to Chicago March 10, 2009 David Wilkinson what’s up? I haven’t heard from you lately. How is life in Mt. Carroll? Are you cooking a lot more? Have you been back to Chicago recently? How is your car? How is the job? So many … Read more
My father, Dan Hogan, thinks a 42-cent stamp trumped my homelessness, depression, anxiety & PTSD
My dad wants me to tell him I can pay $402 per month even though I am homeless, suffering from poorly treated mental illnesses, and unemployed.
If I cannot repay my loans, my father, Dan Hogan, will have to pay $82,094.00
My dad points out that if I cannot repay the loans he cosigned, he will have to pay $82,094.00. He mentions that he will be 78 years old when the loans are repaid but he does not mention my warnings to him or my disabilities.
I tried to avoid a crisis, but my father, Dan Hogan, wrote, “if that means you default on your loans so be it”
I remind my dad, Dan Hogan, that I tried to have a conversation with him about finances before there was a crisis and that he refused to discuss anything. For context: I had already been homeless for six months at this time.