Be pro-social
I woke up dreaming about eating good pizza with real pepperoni (no pork in Egypt) and garlic bread. I realized that I don’t have anything to look forward to; is looking forward to something an aspect of hope? Last night, after writing my post, I couldn’t do anything else. I curled in a ball for … Read more
Even though I now see that Justine is planning to attack me, I opened some other documents and discovered that she started attacking me weeks ago, but I did not know it. She blocked me on Facebook with the two accounts I know about, for example. She has at least two accounts, but most people … Read more
The good news is that I am not as naive as I once was. This time, I can see that Justine is preparing to attack me. In the past, I was often unaware of the abusive things she did to me, and if I was aware, I was usually shocked that she would attack me. … Read more
I have been productive today, but a few moments ago, I stepped on an emotional landmine. I haven’t made any goals for today, but I have still been productive. I figured out that I can import over 500 of my old pages into WordPress and I have been converting the files. In the process, I … Read more
Yesterday, I was successfail again. One of my goals was to reread a link my friend, Josh, sent to me. Dr. Barry Greenwald at the University of Illinois, Chicago, wrote a synopsis of Trauma and Recovery by Judith Lewis Herman, M.D. (Basic Books, 1992). Rereading the above 15-page document was part of my larger goal … Read more
Today I aspire to accomplish the following tasks: Reread the information Joshua Bradford sent me about PTSD (mental health) Use the do-it-yourself dental fillings kit I have to try to slow the damage to my teeth (physical health) Make posts about the above items (money, therefore shelter and food, because making the posts will require … Read more
My situation is dire, and I still don’t know what to do, but until I find a better idea, I will aspire to the following: Each day, I will do one task to improve each of the major issues in my life: A safe place to sleep Food to eat Mental health Physical health When … Read more
A random interaction caused me to realize that I could easily lie to people here in Egypt. I could easily be a “con man”, and if I did that, I could have all of the money I needed. I haven’t lied to people here however, and I was surprised at how easy it would be … Read more
My mind is overwhelmed with Events of the last few years Guilt from the last 25 years My body is sick From my mental illness My teeth Not getting exercise I cannot work (if you don’t believe this, then nothing else here matters) I need a place to sleep I need food to eat I … Read more