Psilocybin
Note to self—from six years ago
I found a six-year-old document in which, I evaluated my situation and options at the time. It is interesting to see what has changed and what has not changed.
I’m suicidal, dirt poor, and asking for help: what will you do?
Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain killed themselves. Everyone says, “Ask for help. You are not alone!” I need help, I am alone, and I feel suicidal: you say I am lying.
Fundraiser—prove psilocybin and MDMA are medicine
You can help prove that psilocybin and MDMA are medicines by supporting my recovery from depression, anxiety, and disability.
Is this why stress causes me to stop moving?
This video contains some science that is new to me, and I have a hypothesis for why stressful events often cause me to literally curl into a ball.
Too sick to heal
No medicine and no food; my body hurts and my symptoms are unchecked; eviction tomorrow.
Tangible effects of anxiety disorders
A specific example of how my disorders interfere with me earning money.