It’s biology
My illness is similar to diabetes or meningitis. I’ve run out of money, so I am sleeping on the streets again.
Anxiety
5HT2A desensitization
“Depression” and “anxiety” are symptoms of my diseases: too few 5HT2A receptors and low dopamine activation.
I’m suicidal, dirt poor, and asking for help: what will you do?
Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain killed themselves. Everyone says, “Ask for help. You are not alone!” I need help, I am alone, and I feel suicidal: you say I am lying.
Fundraiser—prove psilocybin and MDMA are medicine
You can help prove that psilocybin and MDMA are medicines by supporting my recovery from depression, anxiety, and disability.
A new (minor-ish) problem; and will you donate your TIME?
If you will help me write and publish (online), I can get the support I need to recover.
Extortion by Facebook; hopelessness; suicidal thoughts increasing
Facebook wants me to pay them to communicate with you. My life is horrible.
Is this why stress causes me to stop moving?
This video contains some science that is new to me, and I have a hypothesis for why stressful events often cause me to literally curl into a ball.
Progress towards recovering
I have received some wonderful support and pledges: 15.48% of the goal. Your help is important.