Alprazolam
An unintended experiment reinforced the hypo-dopamine diagnosis
By running out of alprazolam, I unintentionally found more evidence that some symptoms are due to low dopamine activation.
Just the facts
I have been sleeping inside in a quiet and safe place, but everything will change in three days.
Street begging for medicine
I don’t have enough resources to make a long-term plan, so I am starting with the absolute necessities. For me, that means four things.
Fundraiser—prove psilocybin and MDMA are medicine
You can help prove that psilocybin and MDMA are medicines by supporting my recovery from depression, anxiety, and disability.
Extortion by Facebook; hopelessness; suicidal thoughts increasing
Facebook wants me to pay them to communicate with you. My life is horrible.
Progress towards recovering
I have received some wonderful support and pledges: 15.48% of the goal. Your help is important.
Another crisis: can I break the cycle?
I’m afraid of Dan Hogan. I’m on the verge of eviction again.