Another Saturday inventory. I ran out of bupropion (Anfebutamona) a couple of days ago and my symptoms are already worse. I ran out of modafinil (Modiodal) yesterday, and today, my symptoms make it very hard to do anything.
- 5HT2A desensitization.
- Low dopaminergic activity.
- Hyperactive amygdala.
- Dysfunctional DMN (Default Mode Network).
Those biological issues manifest as symptoms we often call depression, anxiety, PTSD, or panic disorder.
It just started raining. That will make it much harder to beg on the street. Fuck my life.