I’m in crisis mode still because I have never had enough resources to focus on escaping poverty. Except for four people, I’ve never had the luxury of depending on help. (Even though hundreds of people have said things such as, “You are not alone,” “I’ll always be there for you,” and most absurdly, “I love you.”) If I could exit from crisis mode, then I would spend money differently.
Medicines
I stopped the Wellbutrin (bupropion or anfebutamona) and the side effects dramatically reduced but my symptoms dramatically increased.
Prices are in Mexican pesos.
- Modafinil $748 x 4
- Wellbutrin $289 (maybe)
- Alprazolam $595
- Venlafaxine $127 x 3
- Naproxen pills $38
- Lorazepam $713
- Antacid/antigas $38
- Amino acids
- Simi Complex $326 x 3
- Or, L-Phenylalanine, L-Tryptophan, and L-Tyrosine $?
- Therapeutic massage $300?
Merely surviving
- Food
- Shelter
Useful things
- Socks
- Shoes
- Pants
- USB cable
- Mobile phone and mobile internet, $150 for 28 days
- Headphones
- Valid passport and identification, $8000?
- Laptop ($40,000?) for
- Researching healing medicines
- Communication
- Possibly making some money
- Sleeping mask
- Shemagh, $400
- Prescription glasses
- Duct tape
- Backpack
- MicroSD card
- Earplugs
- Some Android apps
