Miscalculation

  1. I miscalculated my money.
    1. MXN$150.10 (US$8.41)
    2. PayPal US$50.41 (MXN$900.29)
  2. I miscalculated my medicine.
    1. I must have modafinil, alprazolam, and vitamin B because whenever I have run out of those medicines, my health problems are so overwhelming that I can barely eat.
    2. I’m not going to bother to calculate the exact cost of the medicines I need because it’s at least MXN$2500.
  3. I miscalculated how long I would live without a significant improvement.
    1. In December 2016, I predicted three to six months.
    2. I was wrong, but I don’t want to become proficient at predicting my death from problems that are easily cured.
    3. I doubt I will die in less than three weeks because despite the unceasing pain, active suicide doesn’t seem to be an option.
    4. I can’t imagine how I could survive longer than three months.
  4. I’m not afraid of death. I’m disappointed. I’m sad. I wanted to use my skills to increase happiness in the world.
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