In sitting in front of food. I’m hungry. I know I need calories. But my stomach is in pain and I’m nauseated and if I eat anything, I will have a lot more pain throughout my gastrointestinal tract for many hours.
I’ve taken what few medicines I have that can help this situation.
To go buy a one month supply of the minimum set of medicines to mitigate my symptoms, I need MXN$4,813. After fees, that’s equivalent to US$267.38.
Basically, I spend my time asking myself, “What activity can I do that will cause me to stop thinking about suicide?”
I need more help.