A few days ago, I was lucky enough that a woman asked me out. I did not go because I was so depressed. I very much wanted to go because I am sure I would have had a good time and because I am confident that if I had more interaction with people then it would help my depression.
Today, a different woman asked me out. I did not go because I am too depressed and because it would have cost me US$10 to go do what she wanted to do–I do not have enough money for that.
This is more than I can handle.
